Since I can’t make Read more line breaks on my phone, here’s a trigger warning for death/suicide mentions.

I know I would never commit suicide, but I wish I could kill myself without any repercussions. I’ve fucked up so much in the past year. I’m a failure, a loser and I don’t even know if I can fix it anymore. The future is terrifying when so many bad possibilities overshadow the good. I’ve always had a bad habit of basing my happiness off of others. I can’t make myself happy and I’ve been so alone. This is the only place I feel like I can vent out some of this. I don’t know what to do. I don’t want to deal with this anymore. I know I’ll reread this in the morning and feel ridiculous, but I’ll feel the same again later, like I do every single day. I’ll be ok though. It happens.


When you’re almost dead in a game but somehow you managed to survive until the next level



True story.

When I was in 7th Grade, I almost set an Elementary School on fire while trying to microwave a cookie.

I was working at the concessions stand during a basketball tournament (my team was required to work because the tournament was being hosted in my School district), and, because I was hungry, I decided to use the microwave to heat up my cookie. My teeth were very sore due to me getting dental braces that week, so I decided to microwave it for a minute so it could be really soft.

It set on fire. 

The smoke alarm went off throughout the school.

The sprinkler system went off.

Basketball games that were going on at the time were cancelled.

Everyone had to evacuate the school and wait for the Police and Fire Department to show up.